Poly experience people
im damn sorry
serious
sry stacey, i really feel damn bad
but to see u so happy
i feel happy dunnoe why
i can see that, u really take this opportunity seriously
i am glad:Du sure can do it!!
i will help u wadever i can:)
to all the items,
u guys are awesome!!:D
u all so cute serious!!
u sure can do an awesome job
u all have my fullest support
im ur GREATEST FAN!







my chest seems to get more tired.
i really have lesser energy now
although its a school performance
i really want to perform
its not sth tt can come by so often


one month....
i hope i will be out of this stupid shit
i am not happy living with it
drains me


i hope me n bro will get well soon
my wish, and my deepest wish
i do want to live longer, i have alot of things unaccomplish
i will learn to tk care
no pt regretting
i will listen now

responsibilities...
did i cope it well....
the more i take up, the less efficient i am...
i am succumbed to pressure to do my best...
i just wanna provide my best to the things i do...
but did i do it well?
we shd stop questioning
lets all learn to be optimistic

im not use to being over thrifty
but i guess i got to start
money can be an ass sometimes
damn it

my third year in poly
is like windmill
seriously
i realise i am not superwoman afterall
i have limits
and we must all learn to realise tt

responsibilities are good
but taking up too many
dun end up to any
sam, learn to say No okay.
i try......

my short post!!

FIRSTLY,
HAPPY BDAY CHENG TENGGG
paiseh no photo:D no worriesss i will go find and post up:P
hope u enjoy this mini surprise we do for u:)


SECONDLY,
TBG ALL THE BEST!!!! I WILL GO GET THE TIX AND WATCH U ALL!! UNLESS FULL HSE
:( but i wanna say... dun nervous, do ur best!WE BELIEVE IN U!!
HUGSSS TO ALL OF U!!!



THIRDLY,
to myself, learn.......

i am tired....
can u feel me...

i saw mummy tear today
speechless
i act i didnt care
cos i dunnoe wad to say
but i noe
i will do my best
to make things beta at home

and i pray
everything will go fine...

n i noe i am a straightforward person
sometimes my words is too direct
im sry to anyone who cannot accept me for this way
but its jus me
i am sam, and nobody else.
i wun change.

u must learn to accept
then ppl will accept u
before u say anything
bounce the words back at u
its a reflection
its never a one way track kinda life
ppl work 2 ways



hope my back will be recovered soon:(
damn it!

i feel...
sometimes people are crap
ridiculously piece of bullshit
who know how to yag yag yag and yag!
rubbish!

get out of my way sickening pests!

i guess.......
i have thought things through.
i will make it beta.
i am influenced by michael buble. damn his voice!!
and he say this,
dun try, its either u do or u dont
cos when u try u regret
its a form of failure.
i agree!
totally babeh!!

and i guess
i will say wad i feel
take it or leave it
u all may shut me wadeva
this is my rights
kudos

and lastly,
to those paranoid idiots
cant u al jus chill
i am not TRANSFORMER!!
who can do things super fast okay!!
I AM PURE HUMAN!!
idiots!!

I am emotionally hurt...........
tired...............................
I will still try..
but give me some time.....

NRA DAY...
Thanks campers, GL, AGL and of cos my beloved commitee...
I am happy

but i am upset....
unstable at the moment

this few days rehearsals
its....
hmm...
i think today,
i can feel it
but
we can improve better
its not the best yet
but we can sure do it
to my dance mates, u all are one hell of a great bunch of dancers to dance with. i am very happy, really. u guys make me smile. u all dunnoe how much stress u all relieve from me. just knowing that everyone is there supporting one another, it feel AWESOME!!
when i grow up, seriously i think i am a chiang pai queen for this item, but hey man we work this tgt, n u all helped me along. thanks eileen n mia for cleaning the steps.
bleeding love, yew yew and xiuxiu can see u all try v hard to clean the couple work.u all really did a great job seriously. when i noe i dancing to this item, i seriously feel lost. cos i suck in jazz. i feel like gorilla. hahaha. but u all prove me wrong, n let me noe tt i can do it.
to my dance partner mia teck, i noe we no chemistry, n alot of time i kp laughing when dancing bleeding love. hahaha. but slowly i think we got build some feel la hor, but u still as guai lan. and sorry if i am heavy, n i cause ur back to ache. but pls hor, if pain must tell me. if i heavy tell me, i alr try to eat lesser n control my core alr. JIAYOU!!
stacey, my sister dun cry, see u cry, i also wanna cry, jiayou okayy!! u really improve alot.:)very happy to see how much u grow:)
and for mass, seriously hor, wah seh!! i dance today, i feel goose bump. i see the smile, i see the shouting. it feels together, but need to be stronger!!! cos we are all NRA-ians!!we MUST BE AS ONE!!! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER PEOPLE!!! thanks ore for all the training and the advices, and the sleeping session today.
to chin sian, i noe u velly stress. n ur therapy really works. JIAYOU!! u really did a great awesome job!!:)

EVERYONE LETS ALL WORK TOGETHER!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!
JIAYOU!!!




so many work to finish up within few hours, bloody hell stressful. i seriously hate it:(
:((((((