my short post!!

FIRSTLY,
HAPPY BDAY CHENG TENGGG
paiseh no photo:D no worriesss i will go find and post up:P
hope u enjoy this mini surprise we do for u:)


SECONDLY,
TBG ALL THE BEST!!!! I WILL GO GET THE TIX AND WATCH U ALL!! UNLESS FULL HSE
:( but i wanna say... dun nervous, do ur best!WE BELIEVE IN U!!
HUGSSS TO ALL OF U!!!



THIRDLY,
to myself, learn.......

i am tired....
can u feel me...

i saw mummy tear today
speechless
i act i didnt care
cos i dunnoe wad to say
but i noe
i will do my best
to make things beta at home

and i pray
everything will go fine...

n i noe i am a straightforward person
sometimes my words is too direct
im sry to anyone who cannot accept me for this way
but its jus me
i am sam, and nobody else.
i wun change.

u must learn to accept
then ppl will accept u
before u say anything
bounce the words back at u
its a reflection
its never a one way track kinda life
ppl work 2 ways



hope my back will be recovered soon:(
damn it!

i feel...
sometimes people are crap
ridiculously piece of bullshit
who know how to yag yag yag and yag!
rubbish!

get out of my way sickening pests!

i guess.......
i have thought things through.
i will make it beta.
i am influenced by michael buble. damn his voice!!
and he say this,
dun try, its either u do or u dont
cos when u try u regret
its a form of failure.
i agree!
totally babeh!!

and i guess
i will say wad i feel
take it or leave it
u all may shut me wadeva
this is my rights
kudos

and lastly,
to those paranoid idiots
cant u al jus chill
i am not TRANSFORMER!!
who can do things super fast okay!!
I AM PURE HUMAN!!
idiots!!

I am emotionally hurt...........
tired...............................
I will still try..
but give me some time.....

NRA DAY...
Thanks campers, GL, AGL and of cos my beloved commitee...
I am happy

but i am upset....
unstable at the moment

this few days rehearsals
its....
hmm...
i think today,
i can feel it
but
we can improve better
its not the best yet
but we can sure do it
to my dance mates, u all are one hell of a great bunch of dancers to dance with. i am very happy, really. u guys make me smile. u all dunnoe how much stress u all relieve from me. just knowing that everyone is there supporting one another, it feel AWESOME!!
when i grow up, seriously i think i am a chiang pai queen for this item, but hey man we work this tgt, n u all helped me along. thanks eileen n mia for cleaning the steps.
bleeding love, yew yew and xiuxiu can see u all try v hard to clean the couple work.u all really did a great job seriously. when i noe i dancing to this item, i seriously feel lost. cos i suck in jazz. i feel like gorilla. hahaha. but u all prove me wrong, n let me noe tt i can do it.
to my dance partner mia teck, i noe we no chemistry, n alot of time i kp laughing when dancing bleeding love. hahaha. but slowly i think we got build some feel la hor, but u still as guai lan. and sorry if i am heavy, n i cause ur back to ache. but pls hor, if pain must tell me. if i heavy tell me, i alr try to eat lesser n control my core alr. JIAYOU!!
stacey, my sister dun cry, see u cry, i also wanna cry, jiayou okayy!! u really improve alot.:)very happy to see how much u grow:)
and for mass, seriously hor, wah seh!! i dance today, i feel goose bump. i see the smile, i see the shouting. it feels together, but need to be stronger!!! cos we are all NRA-ians!!we MUST BE AS ONE!!! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER PEOPLE!!! thanks ore for all the training and the advices, and the sleeping session today.
to chin sian, i noe u velly stress. n ur therapy really works. JIAYOU!! u really did a great awesome job!!:)

EVERYONE LETS ALL WORK TOGETHER!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!
JIAYOU!!!




so many work to finish up within few hours, bloody hell stressful. i seriously hate it:(
:((((((

Although i didnt get to send u off today

i hope the best for u wherever u are

remain funny and happy always

u will always be remembered for ur laughter and joy

i believed the rest, tgt with me, will miss u dearly

Rest in peace Jiawei

the unexpected happen, treasure it

its too unpredictable

to know someone....

once close to u...

and he once made u laugh..

has alr turned into ashes,

n is far gone from you

just unacceptable

my wish, not just me, but to everyone,

live with no regrets

it tears one apart to know,

he cant feel your tears

n his there motionlessly

he cant see you

n i wonder, was his soul there to see

his family, his friends, his love ones

To Jiawei mum, u will be the strongest person.

everyone is all here for u

be stong.....

bless the family and the child...

life is so fragile
death....
sth i cant accept
the thought that when one dies, he/she never comes back
it makes me feel lost
to hear upon the news of your death
is a serious shock to me
i rmb when we were sec 1 to 4
u were so jovial, always joking around
make us laugh
nv fail once
cos u were so funny
all the way my secondary school life
i always rmb u as a joker
always making fun of people
it brightens all our day in some way
now...
u r in another place,
although we nv see u again, u will always remain in our memories.
fondly.
u r once our very funny and joyful classmate, and u will always be
thanks for appearing in our lives as our friend
we hope the best for you wherever u r
R.I.P jiawei...
we will miss you alot.