i feel...
sometimes people are crap
ridiculously piece of bullshit
who know how to yag yag yag and yag!
rubbish!

get out of my way sickening pests!

i guess.......
i have thought things through.
i will make it beta.
i am influenced by michael buble. damn his voice!!
and he say this,
dun try, its either u do or u dont
cos when u try u regret
its a form of failure.
i agree!
totally babeh!!

and i guess
i will say wad i feel
take it or leave it
u all may shut me wadeva
this is my rights
kudos

and lastly,
to those paranoid idiots
cant u al jus chill
i am not TRANSFORMER!!
who can do things super fast okay!!
I AM PURE HUMAN!!
idiots!!

I am emotionally hurt...........
tired...............................
I will still try..
but give me some time.....

NRA DAY...
Thanks campers, GL, AGL and of cos my beloved commitee...
I am happy

but i am upset....
unstable at the moment

this few days rehearsals
its....
hmm...
i think today,
i can feel it
but
we can improve better
its not the best yet
but we can sure do it
to my dance mates, u all are one hell of a great bunch of dancers to dance with. i am very happy, really. u guys make me smile. u all dunnoe how much stress u all relieve from me. just knowing that everyone is there supporting one another, it feel AWESOME!!
when i grow up, seriously i think i am a chiang pai queen for this item, but hey man we work this tgt, n u all helped me along. thanks eileen n mia for cleaning the steps.
bleeding love, yew yew and xiuxiu can see u all try v hard to clean the couple work.u all really did a great job seriously. when i noe i dancing to this item, i seriously feel lost. cos i suck in jazz. i feel like gorilla. hahaha. but u all prove me wrong, n let me noe tt i can do it.
to my dance partner mia teck, i noe we no chemistry, n alot of time i kp laughing when dancing bleeding love. hahaha. but slowly i think we got build some feel la hor, but u still as guai lan. and sorry if i am heavy, n i cause ur back to ache. but pls hor, if pain must tell me. if i heavy tell me, i alr try to eat lesser n control my core alr. JIAYOU!!
stacey, my sister dun cry, see u cry, i also wanna cry, jiayou okayy!! u really improve alot.:)very happy to see how much u grow:)
and for mass, seriously hor, wah seh!! i dance today, i feel goose bump. i see the smile, i see the shouting. it feels together, but need to be stronger!!! cos we are all NRA-ians!!we MUST BE AS ONE!!! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER PEOPLE!!! thanks ore for all the training and the advices, and the sleeping session today.
to chin sian, i noe u velly stress. n ur therapy really works. JIAYOU!! u really did a great awesome job!!:)

EVERYONE LETS ALL WORK TOGETHER!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!
JIAYOU!!!




so many work to finish up within few hours, bloody hell stressful. i seriously hate it:(
:((((((

Although i didnt get to send u off today

i hope the best for u wherever u are

remain funny and happy always

u will always be remembered for ur laughter and joy

i believed the rest, tgt with me, will miss u dearly

Rest in peace Jiawei

the unexpected happen, treasure it

its too unpredictable

to know someone....

once close to u...

and he once made u laugh..

has alr turned into ashes,

n is far gone from you

just unacceptable

my wish, not just me, but to everyone,

live with no regrets

it tears one apart to know,

he cant feel your tears

n his there motionlessly

he cant see you

n i wonder, was his soul there to see

his family, his friends, his love ones

To Jiawei mum, u will be the strongest person.

everyone is all here for u

be stong.....

bless the family and the child...

life is so fragile
death....
sth i cant accept
the thought that when one dies, he/she never comes back
it makes me feel lost
to hear upon the news of your death
is a serious shock to me
i rmb when we were sec 1 to 4
u were so jovial, always joking around
make us laugh
nv fail once
cos u were so funny
all the way my secondary school life
i always rmb u as a joker
always making fun of people
it brightens all our day in some way
now...
u r in another place,
although we nv see u again, u will always remain in our memories.
fondly.
u r once our very funny and joyful classmate, and u will always be
thanks for appearing in our lives as our friend
we hope the best for you wherever u r
R.I.P jiawei...
we will miss you alot.

time fliess

memories... i rmb taking part the first competition. everyone of us were so fresh, simply like raw meat. i thought we dance not bad tt time, cos we weren;t expose much. slowly, we got closer, then we go out. everything seemed to happen just ytd. now its different. my dear kaijia now must be working as a nurse,ahahahaha, lim too working as a nurse (hey go further ur studies la, then no need to work as nurse), von going to fly (u sucks the most, cos i going to miss u alot). things change, its v different. i hav change, not much of a choice. my surrounding hav build up that change in me. i just miss those good old times.
von now u going to fly, dunnoe who next to bitch about my problems:(
pls come back in one piece. i will confirm pray for ur safety.
i am a damn hum ji person, i also dunnoe why. maybe cos i got a hum ji mum. so pass down the genes. hahaha
too many things to chiong about, too little time. i really like to just sit down n watch tv, n having my brain not thinking bout anything. its great relaxation.
i will do my best to mk this work. attachment hurry come. seriosuly despo for money!!
chiong alr
to mia teck, my kai lan bitch, hahaha, jiayou!! and thank u for being such a great working partner:) think positive more often, good things will come ur way. i am always here for u to guai lan to. hahahaha.
ben zhong and zhizhong, i wanna say, i see u all grow and the potential u all have. im happy to work with u all for danze4fund. its a great job done. sorry if i sound like i scold u all at times, but its my way of working. but i really not fierce. hahahaha. JIAYOU!!! and study hard:)


i really see a difference:)
its going to work:)






i going to work hard this year:) although my bday in november, i will make my advance bday wish. i hope this sem gpa can make it >3.0. i going to try to be a mugger. hahahahaha:)


i love everyone who appeared in my life. thank u for bringing the changes:)
i really appreciate it:)

today,the sudden breathlessness, freaked me out for that few second.
everyone pls drink lotsa water,
cos many ppl r not feeling well
the weather also sucks
and we always eat junkfood
n i love KFC crispy chicken
hahahaha
no wonder will sick
hahahahahah

i really slept alot today!! very rare!!
heheehehehe

sometimes my way of doing can't pls everybody
but i hope tt my intention can be felt
i will try my best
to do whatever i can
i'm sry to be a little over...

n i seriously miss my batch people=(
it is shrinking
i miss yvonne ang geok boon and low kaijia especially
i miss those days we go eat tgt then go for class
then listen to ur gossips
i miss kaijia
for her retard face
hahah
always make me luff
i miss the steamboats!!
i miss last time the outings we all have as a batch!!
then we take alot of fotos!!=)
i miss......
i really want them all back=(
i miss them all very much....